yesterday was a shittily bad day from about 7 PM onward. I desparately looked in vain for the reset button for my life. again.
sleep wouldn’t hurt either.
in unrelated events, I get a call from my grandmother who has that “somebody died” tone in her voice but says she’s fine when I ask what’s wrong. my best friend’s stepfather died of cancer on Tuesday. and my friend happened to be back home to see him this week, the first time home in 12 years.