And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring; Men’s hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.Luke 21:25,26

Most of my adult life has been directed by blessings/luck and fear. fear of the spotlight. fear of the unknown, fear of failure, fear of success. a random existance of fortunate circumstances primarily controlled by defensive manuvers. I have decided to try to live each day as it were a gift. Life is too precious.