another wedding today <sat>. many old familiar faces, many new ones. it’s good to see that there are other social circles locally we haven’t totally exhausted. I saw someone that I met once years ago under a blind date scenario and wasn’t interested in – the exact setting escapes me…that will knaw at me for the next day or two trying to figure it out…her heavily madeup face and her scabby arms were familiar.
her icy glances led me to 
believe i dissed her somehow…
another reminder that nothing you do exists in a vacuum.
this wedding was nice. very professional. very large. being around Dave, Monica and Layla has softened up J-money to the baby idea. Softened up like a beating from a bag of oranges. I don’t know, I just don’t know if i’ll ever be ready. this is the first time I’ve seen Precious around a baby and she didn’t try to devour her like I feared. so there goes that escuse. Layla touched her a few times even.